DEPRESSED

If you ask a stupid question
Then you'll get a stupid answer
And if you ask if I'm okay
I'm unhappy ever after
Hmph!
If you ask me how I'm coping
I'm like a minute from disaster
I got so damn good at pretending
That I could win a BAFTA

My world's spinning the wrong way round
Yeah, I'm smiling, but I'm lowkey down
Tryna find something to laugh about, ah

Oh, ain't it funny how
I seem fine but I'm depressed
I look so pretty but I'm a mess
I think I'm immune to happiness
Oh why?
Oh, ain't it funny?
I wanna be brave, I'm terrified
To get myself dressed and go outside
I say I'm okay, I'm fine
All jokes aside
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry

I don't want no conversation
I'm not good around new people
I'd rather stick to what I know
And watch Malcolm in the Middle

Feeling lonely when I'm in a crowd
Treading water, trying not to drown
Tryna find something to laugh about, ah

Oh, ain't it funny how
I seem fine but I'm depressed
I look so pretty but I'm a mess
I think I'm immune to happiness
Oh why?
Oh, ain't it funny?
I wanna be brave, I'm terrified
To get myself dressed and go outside
I say I'm okay, I'm fine
All jokes aside
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry

If I don't laugh, I'll cry all night
If I don't laugh, I'll cry for the rest of my fucking life