Fuckin' New Year

Still don't understand why you wanted to help me  
The long nights I spent praying for someone to hold me up still 
I'm so afraid I might ever lose control 
ever let myself go somewhere far from home 

ta-da-dada-da-da 

Got weak and old
Another goddamn year 
I got no new attitude for this fucking new year

Got smaller and bruised 
Another scar on the wrist 
Can't be on good behavior in this fucking new love 

Some say god gives you another chance 
I try so hard to live but my heart says let it go away 
Let it go to heaven 
I don't know If I still have a chance to be forgiven or forgive

You say I'll be surely okay 
But I, now realize that even doctors lie 
tryna' save me 
tryna' save a fool like me


Got weak and old
Another goddamn year 
I got no new attitude for this fucking new year

Got smaller and bruised 
Another scar on the wrist 
Can't be on good behavior in this fucking new love 

Please, don't save me 
Don't even try to save me 
Please, don't save me
You don't even try to save me