Loveless

I still don't believe that you loved me once
I was quite deeply in love too
but we are so done now
I thought you were my ocean and the mountain and the spring that I found at last  
I thought I would have you for long
no way, you said you want me to be happy 
but you always left me alone
so that I lean on you more like a baby
nowadays, when I think about you boy
it was so loveless
it was all for yourself
nowadays, I think I'm glad that we're not together anymore any more
I still think about the way you made me feel
like the only one just for you
also a lonely one for you
was it true love? like you said? 
now I won't even care
'cause now I found something, you never could give it to me 
no way, you said you want me to be happy 
but you always left me alone
so that I lean on you more like a baby
nowadays, when I think about you boy
it was so loveless
it was all for yourself
nowadays, I think I'm glad that we're not together anymore any more
no way, you said you want me to be happy
but sorry, I wasn't darlin' 
'cause the love we had was just all for yourself