Seeking happy in the crowd

Staring, staring, staring 
Are they? 

Singing, speaking, yelling 
Am I?

Clapping, crying, screaming
Are they? 

Looking disappointing
Am I? 

Rolling, smoking, drinking 
Is she? 

Changing, running, ruining 
Am I? 

Happy, very satisfied? 
Are you? 

Writing notes for you 
That's my only truth for now 

Seeking happy in the crowd 
Nobody cares about
The songs what I'm about 
Pleasing or demonstration
A liar won't be needed 

I'm small but I'm a star 
and you're part of my art 
But are you happy for me now?